one of those days

May 5, 2008

I started my day really not wanting to get up.

But I did.

And now I am crying and doubting I will ever be able to make it working on my own.
I don’t think I will ever be able to not work for someone else, or be happy at a job.

Hell, I’m not even happy working on my own, with my own clients.

There is a sinking sensation in my center, right where my yoga instructor had me concentrate.  Right where I felt confident and peaceful for a moment.  

Now it is sinking, and I just don’t want to be here.


Sometimes I just want to die. 



2 Responses to “one of those days”

  1. kangtronica said

    I know the feeling. Hang in there! It will be ok!

  2. escapethedrain said

    thanks. it just gets so overwhelming at times.

    makes me feel like crawling under a rock.
    A big heavy rock.

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